|help me .... fuck!
||[Nov. 21st, 2008|06:22 am]
Its pulling again, telling me what need to do. I cant even tell if its a want or need.
I AM FUCKING INSANE.
Its all in my head. You better come before its too late. Where the hell are you anyway? Im about to create a split personality. Hold me back before I do it. The urge, not to, is far less. I have no urge to stop it. Ita a matter of time. No regrets, no worries. My head is swimmng, I need to feed my addiction or I want to feed IT> . FUCK!
I cant even begin to tell you what Im talking about. YOU WILL JUDGE ME.
I AM FUCKING INSANE! I can control it.... I think
thinks to my self... If I know Im insane then the insane dont now they are so im not so its real?